(via flamingh0e)
i smoked weed today. i didnt feel anything. i am immortal c:
but my lungs hurt because it was my first time.
okay can i just tell you guys this because its bothering me
yesterday i went o a school party at a bar twas pretty chill. some people just sat down and drank themselves stupid. but i had fun and i danced even though the music was completely shit lol. anyway so i did it a la americano where you dance with anyone anyway you want to and just don’t give a fuck, i think people were judging me for that because i did get a little slutty but thats irrelevant because I’m the biggest virgin that ever lived but yeah i feel that everyone deserves to have fun so if someone wants to bump and grind i don’t see why they shouldn’t. i knew everyone there *the people i danced with* so it wasn’t sexual or anything. but yeah anyway, like 15 minutes before i had to leave because my parents were coming to collect me early i was just dancing to the crap music with my friends and this guy: we’re gonna call him ralph because i love the name ralph and everyone always says its a dogs name lol. but yeah so ralph, who is a complete dickhead in real life *at school* started grinding on/with me and i was like whatever its the weekend and then it got weird because he was kind of gropey so i was like yeah no. and then i decided yeah i should go now because my parents were in the car outside for the past like 10 minutes and i didn’t want to get in trouble so i went to find my coat (challenging) and i said bye to people and i wasn’t going to says bye to him but then he like pulled me in and i was like dude i have to go and he was like awhh already. he hugged me-i did the awkward walking away hug, and then he pulled me back in and gave me a kiss. and i was like what the fuck no. so i pulled away and just walked out casually while ridding my face of his boy germs lol. twas awksauce.
so yeah i don’t know if he likes me or whatever but its annoying because he’s such a poop and i kind of don’t like him. (I’m a really forgiving person, unfortunately, so its hard for me to hate people but when i do really hate them, i hate them) but yeah i dunno i felt the need to tell someone this.
tomorrow should be interesting……..
